Why I am Suikomaniac

I really haven't written about videogames because frankly I haven't played them as much as I used to. RPGs used to be my life; I played them for hours each day, read fanfiction for them, wrote fanfiction for them, and searched out information for them. And one of my favorite things to do after beating a videogame is to look for fanfiction on it. Thus that is what I did for Tales of the Abyss. I really loved the characters in the game but I thought the ending was terrible. It was typical of Tales, however. And the characters are openly bisexual, like all of them! Just like me.

But somehow I got from looking for Tales fanfics to Suikoden. My interest in Suikoden characters has gone haywire again. I've been struggling with ideas for Suikoden fanfics...I don't think I've written one since high school. And I feel like a different person in many ways, and though I wrote "trash", I want to write a different type of trash. And I want to write lesbian fic, especially Miakis/Lymsleia. I actually think they aren't really lesbian lovers at all, and neither are like Lelei (the basically confirmed lesbian), but they are very cute. And then there is the awesome that is of cross-dressing Rahal. Though I'm not always for obviously gay, since that is somewhat boring, and also not nice to the characters.

And being the loser I am, I also thought up of a "hilarious" plot aka romantic comedy involving lots of bisexuals. If only there was a high school so accepting of this... Oh well I'll just pretend. And not-so-emo high school fic too, since emo high school fic is so easy to find. Not that I wasn't "emo" in high school, but still I was never that depressed ever. Ok, don't feel like talking about that, change of topic...

I love Novak. I miss tennis so much. That is all.