More Life Notes...Because...

1. I haven't made any "friends" in Seattle yet. Not anyone that I'd call up and say "Hey let's hang out!" And no one's invited me yet. But that's ok...
   
2. It's been 2 weeks in Seattle already! How time flies!
   
3. I wasn't completely a loser this weekend. I went to the UW women's soccer game on Friday and to the Seattle Symphony concert on Sunday. The former by myself, the latter with my brother. I also enjoyed the weather and went to Gas Works Park! It's only about a mile away from where I live, and has a great view! Got my own grassy space, sat on the hill and tanned (forgot the sunscreen, which was bad), spaced out, and wrote some stuff down because...
   
4. I had one of the cheesiest romance plots stuck in my head. So I wrote down some of the dialogue and now I hope it doesn't haunt me for a while.
   
5. Talking about cheese, I am listening currently to more of Huang Yi Da. I don't know what it is about him, but he's like the only Chinese pop-artist that I can stand. Very strange.
   
6. I suddenly got all inspired and have been reading a bunch about other bisexuals. I think I'm going to try to meet some other bisexuals. I think it's "natural" to want to associate with people like you, so I'm going with the flow, I guess.
   
7. I finished the book "The Gift of Fear". Besides the tone of some of the writing, which kind of lumped the audience (or reader) into one like-minded, same kind of thought-process group, it was great. It's not a work of art, but it's quite practical and yet inspiring to me. Maybe the tone is typical of those self-help books, but what I found fascinating were the people's stories, and the way he lets you see things through his eyes. I totally feel more confident in myself now, which is awesome.
   
8. Which is also good, because I think I'm reverting a bit to my ways of seclusion. But before college, I wasn't really unhappy spending most of my time by myself. And I still talk to people through instant messenger. I kind of want to go back to being able to amuse myself. Because my not-so-much of a "revelation" was that...
   
9. I am totally a narcissist. Ultimately I love my mind, my body. There are things I would like to change, of course, but they are more like "this would make things easier on me" than "this part of my is butt ugly". Well except for my knees...just kidding! I think besides my non-flat stomach it's the part I like the least - but I don't hate it anymore, not like in high school. And my issue with clothes now is more like "That doesn't show off the good traits of my body" or "That slogan sucks" and less "That totally makes me look fat".
   
10. But I do love other people too, so I guess that's a contradiction? I love the women finalists at the China Open and the two men at Bangkok. Too bad the ones I wanted to win more, Sveta and Novak, both lost. But I'm not upset. Just want Sveta and Novak to get their heads back on track...